Aku sedih hari ni. Plus kecik hati sekali. If u're in my shoes, how do you feel? Here's what makes me feel that way -->

My term as Head of Department (HOD) ends December 2008. (That's approximately 2 months to go). I'm fine with it, yelah.. I'm leaving for my PhD in January 09. Of course I'm thinking of the most suitable person to replace me as HOD. In my case, it's hard to choose since most of my 'anak buah' all are kinda new people (baru 1 or 2 year experience). Most of the senior lecturers are on study leave. There is one person, though.. yet I dun think she's suitable.. too much things happened when she replaced me during maternity leave before...

However, the reason of my unstable emotion today is merely the fact that there are some 'anak buah' yang sort of 'ganging up' on me right now, and turn to the one person tu as if she's the new HOD. Hellooooooooo, I'm still the HOD okay... There are tremendous things that I need to get done, and I need help from my 'anak buah', and why the h*** are they (a couple of them) obsessing her and mengadap sgt dia as if she's in charge? (mind my language, I'm seriously PISSED). Kalau ye pun ko nak gulingkan aku, buang masa je.. lagi dua bulan je pun aku jadi HOD. So, can't u people bear with me for 2 f***ing months for the sake of getting the job done?

Fuhhh.. Sorry people. Aku nak luahkan perasaan. Kecik ati nak mampuss... My term as HOD still berjalan lagi, buat aku macam patung je... So, conclusion is.. I'm calling for a meeting.. and guess what? Aku nak cakap direct je... biar masing2 tahu situasi sekarang..geram aku!!!

Aku sedih hari ni. Plus kecik hati sekali. If u're in my shoes, how do you feel? Here's what makes me feel that way -->

My term as Head of Department (HOD) ends December 2008. (That's approximately 2 months to go). I'm fine with it, yelah.. I'm leaving for my PhD in January 09. Of course I'm thinking of the most suitable person to replace me as HOD. In my case, it's hard to choose since most of my 'anak buah' all are kinda new people (baru 1 or 2 year experience). Most of the senior lecturers are on study leave. There is one person, though.. yet I dun think she's suitable.. too much things happened when she replaced me during maternity leave before...

However, the reason of my unstable emotion today is merely the fact that there are some 'anak buah' yang sort of 'ganging up' on me right now, and turn to the one person tu as if she's the new HOD. Hellooooooooo, I'm still the HOD okay... There are tremendous things that I need to get done, and I need help from my 'anak buah', and why the h*** are they (a couple of them) obsessing her and mengadap sgt dia as if she's in charge? (mind my language, I'm seriously PISSED). Kalau ye pun ko nak gulingkan aku, buang masa je.. lagi dua bulan je pun aku jadi HOD. So, can't u people bear with me for 2 f***ing months for the sake of getting the job done?

Fuhhh.. Sorry people. Aku nak luahkan perasaan. Kecik ati nak mampuss... My term as HOD still berjalan lagi, buat aku macam patung je... So, conclusion is.. I'm calling for a meeting.. and guess what? Aku nak cakap direct je... biar masing2 tahu situasi sekarang..geram aku!!!